Jaylia was in good spirits heading to the hospital.
She was very brave and walked right in. As I expected the rubber hit the road when she was asked to change clothes. Child life came in and calmed her down a bit with a coloring page but it still took about another hour+ to get her into a gown.
After we got her into the gown she was able to have the "giggle juice" pre-med, versed, which is just to calm her nerves and often has an amnesiac affect so hopefully she won't remember what happened next.She did not want her picture taken, but I snuck this one. She was very sad, but very brave. The last thing she asked me in the OR was to not shave her head. I told her some of her hair might be shaved but she would have most of it when she woke up. 😠She fought the mask a bit which is normal. She did go to sleep pretty quickly. Then I kissed her and prayed quickly. Then went in the hallway and cried.
We are in the waiting room now.
I am weeping with you -Jay is surrounded by such strange and unusual 'things' -not at all like she is used to. What bravery for who knows what thoughts and fears are running through her brain and emotions. Prayers for all concerned! Wendy
ReplyDeleteI teared up reading this. My heart and prayers are with you all.
ReplyDeleteI love you sweet friend. You are so brave and a amazing mom. Sending hugs and love your way.
ReplyDeletePrayers, and knowone cry’s alone with me.
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